Awaawawawawaw the Tumblr thing was getting old.


Weeeeell what's going on? A lot. Yesterday I had the first phase of entrance exam for Oulu's university of applied sciences (OAMK). Last year we had to draw something based on theme 'Bungee jumping'. It was kinda awesome, I got pretty far then, up to the second phase! This year the theme was 'Leap'. Yes, just 'Leap'. I was being ah so original and I drew a horse leaping backwards because it got startled by a frog. I told you ah so original :'D I don't know. So many people drew a human leaping, a ballerina or something, I planned to draw a person too but EVERYONE did it. I wanted to stand out. AND so many drew in manga style, so even if I had drawn a person and in my usual manga style, I'm not sure if I would've stand out. I'm not sure how a horse will buuuuuut :'D Ah well what is done is done. And on Monday I have University entrance exam. I'm scared Monday is also the last day I get to know whether I get into the second phase of OAMK or not.

And I still don't have an internship. Which pisses me off greatly because I have to visit the employement office by the end of this month and those people are fucking annoying. I've been looking and asking around, even been to one interview. There they interviewed me in english and I was all 'OMG I'm doing so well I love this I'm sure I'll get it' then BAM!! they told my english is fucking horrible, grammar is out of order AND not fluent at all. I gaped. I would have prefered it they told it straight to my face it's not pretty enough than go and insult my english like that! The interviewer himself spoke crappy tourist level english. No offense with that, but come on who was he to tell me my english is bullshit? I'm now asking through several photographers if they needed a free employee but they all want someone with education.

I've been so stressed lately, because of those exams, employement office, and this pest I mentioned about a couple of months back. She was here for two weeks again and boy that made my bloodpressure up high and drop my eyebrows. each time I'm stressed out my eyebrows suddenly start to disappear, it's crazy! :'D All this stress has caused it I feel like crying each time I go to bed and try to get some sleep. Last monday I went to meet my dearest friend in downtown, and we happened to meet an ex classfriend of mine. You have any idea how humiliating it is to tell I do nothing but being a bum when they ask what am I doing, while they go 'Oh I'm studying *insert education here* and I'll be a *insert fancy title here*". Also nice to know I get an internship so I'll be working all summer then :/ Not that I haven't been looking for any this winter, I just haven't gotten anything.


AH this lovely time of the year. Pollen. They say this year will be hell for those who are allergic to pollen. My symptomes started a few days ago and it'll be worse. =___=

One happy thing there is! Or actually one happy packet of many happy things! I'll be going to my sister's in Kajaani the weekend after this one :3 AND THEY HAVE A NEW PUPPY! Gelosia di Flora, or Didi as they so far call her X3 I'm looking forward to it, meeting my sis and her kids as well :3

Hmmm that ended up to be quite a rant. I'm sorry .__.